This song makes it all seem like a nightmare, I keep thinking that he will come back and knock on the door with a huge smile on his face, or I'll hear his car or him. It hurts that I'll never see him again, I was 8 and he was 20 when he died, that day could have been avoided which makes it even worse. I wake up in the night and he's already these thoughts in my head and I keep oversaying why does he have to gone, its been almost 10 years. I've locked it away for so long and now I'm grieving. He promised me so many things, I will Never adore someone as much as I did him, I will never love anyone as much as I did him, he told me so many things and I live by them he told me so many promises that I cant live by because hes gone. He did not need to die, if he was here I would be so happy, it almost feels I am waiting to join him. Nothing I can say or do will ever bring him back. It's a pain that just ruins every part of me, I cant even eat; I always feel sick. I feel like this is all a bad dream, I pray he's up there in an afterlife because I really don't wanna live this life just to die and never see him even after my death. I need him so much, I wish he could come back
Sleep well my friend, you will be missed. It's been exactly a year since you died. And someday we'll meet again.
She died at age 17, my friend did, and I dedicate this song to her
I can't stop thinking about the night i shut you out and you took your life all because i was to scared to pick up the phone and talk to you. You weren't supposed to leave. I didn't know you were sad and scared. I thought you were texting me to make fun of me like your friends did. I shouldve answered you. Im so sorry.
this song speaks to you.
like, yeah, you can relate to pretty much every song by Mayday Parade in one way or another, but this song...
It's like, you know, stops you.
It's not even two months since you've died. I never thought I'd lose my best friend so early. Lately, it's hurting more than ever. So many things I wish I would have said....I'm so sorry I never did....