There is nothing here i haven’t seen
I’m just waiting for my turn to leave
There is nothing i haven’t experienced
And so little left to talk about
There is nothing i haven’t been been through
I’ve stopped waiting for what will not come
There is nothing here i haven’t seen
I’m just waiting for my turn to leave
I will sink soon
I will sink
I will sink soon
I will sink
…soon
There is nothing more i need to learn
I’m more than ready for my return
I’m about to leave this (?doggie tree?)
My visions do not frighten me
I hid far from myself already
Entering a higher energy
I feel my forces abandoning me
I see the lights growing gradually
I will sink soon
I will sink
I will sink soon
I will sink
I hid far from myself already
Entering a higher energy
I feel my forces abandoning me
I see the lights growing gradually
I hid far from myself already
Entering a higher energy
I feel my forces abandoning me
I see the lights growing gradually
I will sink soon
Or will i soar?
Not sure if this helps but when I get like that I listen to Stevie Ray Vaughn or any blues band. You would think the blues would make that sort of thinking worse but somehow it makes me feel better. Like the blues is not wallowing in depression but just clearing it out of the soul. Anyways give that a try the next time you feel depressed and see if it works.
not promo-ing the new article, but it seemed relevant here. On pain:
Peaches: ...you try to process it. That’s actually the most difficult part of all. Because to really deal with it, you really have to understand that it is a process, that you’re not going to understand right away. It’s going to be different. You can have different feelings around it, and it’s going to change, and you’re going to have to go through a lot. It’s really about the process, and letting yourself process it.