I sit next to you
You look the other way
You saw me falter for one second of the day
Why am I so invisible to you?
Sometimes I hate you more than you could ever hate yourself
But I love you, would do anything for you
You don’t even see that I’m in pain
Frustration became humiliation
Waiting outside for you in the pouring rain
Rain, rain
Rain, rain
Tried so hard to be someone
I never was nobody
Tried too hard to play this game
I never was the winner
Tried so hard to be someone
I never was nobody
Tried too hard to play this game
I never was the winner
What’s left of my self worth — you crushed it in your hand
Wicked game to torture me because you can
You toy with me, then pull back
We’re never synched in time, we blew that
The sad thing
I’ve done the same before to someone else
But I love you, would do anything for you
You don’t even see that I’m in pain
Frustration becomes humiliation
I’m waiting outside for you in the pouring rain
Rain, rain
Rain, rain
Tried so hard to be someone
I never was nobody
Tried too hard to play this game
I never was the winner
Tried so hard to be someone
I never was nobody
Tried too hard to play this game
I never was the winner
Tried so hard to be someone
I never was nobody
Tried too hard to play this game
I never was the winner
Tried so hard to be someone
I never was nobody
Tried too hard to play this game
I never was the winner
But I love you, would do anything for you
You don’t even see that I’m in pain
Frustration became humiliation
Waiting outside for you in the pouring rain
Rain, rain
Rain, rain
Tried so hard to be someone
I never was nobody
Tried too hard to play this game
I never was the winner
Tried so hard to be someone
I never was nobody
Tried too hard to play this game
I never was the winner
Tried so hard to be someone
I never was nobody
Tried too hard to play this game
I never was the winner
Tried so hard to be someone
I never was nobody
Tried too hard to play this game
I never was the winner
Can someone pleeeeeeease list some of her other songs that have this heavy trance beat like this one and "Girl on the Floor"? I fucking love this shit and want more. But not all of her tunes are like this apparently
When we think of Ayria we feel so warm inside because of her beautiful melodic voice. SHE HAD MY HEART LOCKED IN HER HEAD! I feel so lucky but she is so scared of me! DO NOT BE AFRAID!!
The first time I heard Ayria was my revenge on the world, then a few more songs from her vampirefreaks music profile. She is more Electro Pop-Industrial Synth or something more to that general effect. I mean, to me she likes to be all of those in her music since her earlier years till now.
I remember hearing this song back in 2012 when I had my heart broken for the 1st time. I would just listen to this over and over again. I couldn’t sleep, I couldn’t eat, I spend pretty much the entire day crying hoping he’d reach out to me again and tell me that he missed me but he never did.. instead he moved on to another girl, it sucks when you really want to be with someone and he thinks you’re a joke.