I’m so aware of all my moods
All my moods around you
What if I remove
What if I remove myself from the action?
Knowing every move
Knowing every move is a reaction
My mood is a pendulum
I don’t think you can handle it
Even awake, I dream of you
Dream of you leaving me
What if I refuse
What if I refuse to let that happen?
All the things I do, all the things I do to make you happy
Cannot give it a name
It exists as a soft persistence
You told me I should never change
I cannot accept the weight of all this
Will you listen when I’m talking in my severed logic?
If you agree, you open yourself up to something tragic
If you would then I could stand the aging
I’m so aware of all my moods
All my moods around you
What if I remove
What if I remove myself from the action?
Knowing every move
Knowing every move is a reaction