Holly Drummond - Take Me Home download song

Lyrics

Verse 1
Im lost looking to find myself
Few seconds im gone but still not beside myself
Because when I turn around I can’t ever hide myself
Eyes in the back of my head can I ever survive myself?
Every step sounds off like its my cry for help
Im the only one hearing it why doesnt it ring a bell?
Memories are forever pete my life has just wrinkled well
Covering up my blood sweat tears but not a single L Because yall dont see my work but you hear my pain
For me its just the opposiste everytime I hear my name
And when I reach that second gear yall just make me feel ashamed
Because the person that I leave behind ill never know again
He used to convince me im the greatest when I know I ain’t
He did so much for me the least I could do is owe him change
And then compartmentalize everything I overcame
Channel it and put it on a page and be on my way
Verse 2
Im heading home doors locked no key
Fences up patroling watch towers is the old me Stay in my lane off the beaten path make it lonely
If every steps a cross road this is not the time for cold feet
Especially if im on this journey alone
And every look back makes me futher from home
My gps says im a lost soul and never heard of my road
So ill overload the system in my hopes to find my own
Im crashing oncoming traffic and jacknifing the ashes
Finding my drive in the accident no liscense I gassed it My heart is my car all the sides are jagged blowing a gasket
I thought we were past this but I look like a has been
Everything flashes so fast im sorry for asking
But if its greaner on this side where is the grass then?
All I see are dirt roads and gaps in my gashes
If bridges are digits then im relapsing these graphics
Verse 3
Busting through the front door tired of being home sick
Beat up and frozen the only medicine was to go in
Now that im here everything moves in slow motion
Hallways tripping white walls spinning and every door is open
As soon as I arrive it feels like the house is alive
And my whole life was a lie the place where truths come to die
Its winter in my heart but its summer on my mind
Theres no food in the fridge but theres a pool outside
Just like my hopes at the bottom youll find my pen
Its sunken im diving in I can’t get deprived again
In the search of my purpose im barely losing breath
I stumble out find my notebook on the deck
The title says I sold my soul for respect
A forged signature has my name as a connect
I knew it wasn’t real but im feeling the affects
Then im waking up to the devil saying I over slept and im