Take me away from this path that I follow
It’s left me hopeless and empty and hollow
Will I stay asleep forever?
Nothing’s the same as I remember
I still bite my nails like I learned when I was seven
And I still remember that car that you left in
So I close my eyes and hope that tomorrow
Brings brighter lights and respite from my sorrow
The sky is dull, I fade away
Why do I feel so far from myself
And the way that I used to be
Forever all alone
No one seems to see the colors in the rain
I guess nobodies feel this way
The sky is dull, I fade away
Why do I feel so far from myself
And the way that I used to be
Forever all alone
No one seems to see the colors in the rain
I guess nobodies feel this way
My eyes are still sleepy just like when you kissed me
Just let me be alone, I don’t care if you miss me
Numb and cold and scared to be away
From those I love, I’m heartless anyway
I’m scared of the day I wake up and I’m eighteen
The walls in my room are collapsing, please save me
Dream a dream and hope for that one day
You come to life and feel like you’re something
The sky is dull, I fade away
Why do I feel so far from myself
And the way that I used to be
Forever all alone
No one seems to see the colors in the rain
I guess nobodies feel this way
Nobody (The sky is dull, I fade away, why do I feel so)
Nobody (Far from myself, And the way that I used to)
Nobody (Be, forever all alone, no one seems to)
Nobody (See the colors in the rain, I guess nobodies feel this way)
Nobody
Nobody
Nobody
Nobody
When I was 15, I made a voice note to myself, in which I told me to listen to this song when I'm 18.
Now I am 18, and listening to this song.
In the voice note, I asked, do I relate to this song? I know I did in a way when I was 15, but now I can say, I don't relate to this song like I used to.
Since recently, I have a more active social life than I've ever had before and I haven't been feeling very lonely.
While some thimgs that have been haunting me for years are still very present, I don't feel nearly as lost as I thought I would.
:)
this song is probably about a relationship, but it really reminds me of my parents abandoning me when I was a child. “I still remember the car that you left in”. My last memory of them was them dropping me off at my friends and driving away only for me to never see them again.
I'm not gonna lie, I had a good day yesterday. the whole day I was good and overly joyful; now that it's night I start to get this feeling like something is missing but not sure what. is it just me being unappreciative about life? anyway I hope everyone is having a relaxing night to this song
Take me away from this path that I follow
It's left me hopeless and empty and hollow
Will I stay asleep forever?
Nothing's the same as I remember
I still bite my nails like I learned when I was 7
And I still remember that car that you left in
So I close my eyes and hope that tomorrow
Brings brighter lights and spite for my sorrow
The sky is dull, I fade away
Why do I feel so far from myself
And the way that I used to be
Forever all alone
No one seems to see the colors in the rain
I guess nobodies feel this way
The sky is dull, I fade away
Why do I feel so far from myself
And the way that I used to be
Forever all alone
No one seems to see the colors in the rain
I guess nobodies feel this way
My eyes are sleepy just like when you would kiss me
Just let me be alone, I don't care if you miss me
Numb and cold and scared to be away
From those I love, I'm heartless anyway
I'm scared of the day I wake up and I'm 18
The walls in my room are collapsing, please save me
Dream a dream and hope for that one day
You come to life and feel like you're something
The sky is dull, I fade away
Why do I feel so far from myself
And the way that I used to be
Forever all alone
No one seems to see the colors in the rain
I guess nobodies feel this way
Nobody...❤️