When you told me you were leaving
Well I couldn’t feel my mouth
'Cause all I’ll ever be is someone else
As I watched you walk away
I felt something in me change
My heart froze over
All emotion dripped away
So I drove home at a hundred miles an hour
Just to see what it feels like to fly
And I crashed my car into someone else’s backyard
Just to see what it feels like to die
When you told me that you missed me
Well, I couldn’t close my eyes
'Cause I realized what it felt like to die
'Cause all you’ll ever be is a nightmare and a wet dream
A reason to smile from 6 feet underground
So I drove home at a hundred miles an hour
Just to see what it feels like to die
And I crashed my car into someone else’s backyard
Just to see what it feels like to die
So bathe me in pale flesh
Promise that I’ll never be good again
And I hope you miss me when I’m gone
'Cause I can’t hold on for too long
And I’m so scared of dying alone
That I’ll kill myself right here, right now
And I’ll die
And I’ll die
And I’ll die
And I’ll die
And I’ll die
And I’ll die
And I’ll die
And I’ll die
And I’ll die
And I’ll die
And I’ll die
And I’ll die
And I’ll die
And I’ll die
When you told me you were leaving,
well I couldn't feel my mouth,
because all I'll ever be is someone else.
As I watched you walk away,
I felt something in me change.
My heart froze over, all emotion dripped away
(Chorus)
So I drove home,
at a hundred miles an hour,
just to see what it feels like to fly.
I crashed my car,
into someone else's backyard,
just to see what it feels like to die.
When you told me that you missed me,
well i couldn't close my eyes,
because I realized what it felt like to die.
'cause all you'll ever be
is a nightmare and a wet dream,
a reason to smile from six feet under ground.
(Chorus)
So bathe me in pale flesh,
promise that I'll never be good again.
I hope you miss me when I'm gone,
because I can't hold on for too long.
and I'm so scared of dying alone,
that I'll kill myself right here, right now.
and i'll die.
DAMN BRUH. Last year i was listening to 21 Savage , Lil Uzi and a bunch of trap ..
This sheds a whole new light on music ... beautiful , raw emotion, no trash talking bullshit.
Just found out my lover of 7years is still hooked on meth and cheated on me . I feel dead. I’m blasting this song in my car crying my eyes out . All trust lost .
I saw a girl wear this bands shirt and I saw her look at me looking at her shirt and we both just kinda nodded with this weird sad feeling, idk it was a weird surreal experience for some reason